bloggin about life

so im starting a new job this week and even though i havent started this job im already not looking forward to it. mostly because of the attitude alot of people have in this job isnt very pleasant and they favor people alot. the only thing that i look forward to is my mom working in the same company. now when i say the attitude of people i mostly mean in my department. i cant really speak for any other.
ive been in so many customer service jobs which is irronic because im not much of a people person.....at all.
i get shy,quiet,and alot of anxiety. i mostly got this from my mom but ive learned to deal with it and overcome it just like my mother has but its always hard to start a new job with new employee,employeers,customers, and responsibilities. i know once a few weeks pass i will get the hang of it. i know that i have to put my best food forward and make a good impretion on everyone.
i have to remember im doing this for my family but mostly myself. my goal is to be successful in life and you cant do that if ur always running away from something u may not want to do or ur afraid of.


lately ive had alot of emotional feelings,and have been thinking about life itself.  i feel that 2010 will bring me alot of success. its either make it or break it,eat or be eaten,kill or be killed....well u get the point
ive learned to enjoy the little things in life because they mean the most. that you may make mistakes in life but learn from them and these mistakes are made to teach u something.

this really isnt a beauty post but its about life and life brings you happiness and beauty.
what do you all do to make yourself get through things you really dont want to do?
or something you fear?

i see that ive come back to the internet a little to much lately. i took a hiatus from certain areas of the internet such as facebook,myspace,and twitter do to it affecting my thoughts on whats important and being obbessed with nonsense things....ive been doing very well not dealing with such things but lately i have fallen back into the same routine. today i realized it when my charger for my computer broke and i had to go get a new charger asap. i need to find what my priorities are in my life once again and i know its not  the computer 24/7. dont get me wrong i love to blog i think its healthy but other things on the internet to do are like candy to a child.

well enough talking about stuff. until next time.
-ivory santana